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ending of sembreak....!!!!

2007-10-29T21:00:00.000-07:00

huhu...lapit na pasukan.....

andyan nanaman ang..

trigo!!!!!!

SEM BREAK!!!!

2007-10-21T09:10:00.000-07:00

HAYYY!!ang saya-saya!sem break na!!!!!!wala ng math!trigo!algorithm!putik!takteng yan!

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2007-10-16T23:59:00.000-07:00

hayyy............grabe...it was my 1st tym sana to do my new job sa untv...5pm ako ng pumunta ng untv to wait doc.saguin para sa shoot sa new segment ng s37 w/c is safety and sports..hayy...di kami na2loy kc after ng KAAGAPAY my patient xa umalis muna cla den babalik naman daw..inaabot na ako ng 10pm wala p rin s doc.that's y i decided to go home na dahil may curfew sa UN,tska sinabi n rin kc ng SP namin na umuwi n lng ako,i resched.ko n lng daw kc nga gabi nah!!!then nagtext skin ung isang camera man na andun n daw c doc.!ready n daw sana may dala pang props.!hayyy!hiyang-hiya ako!grabe!ewan ko ba...tnext ko naman c doc.at hndi naman mali # nya....hay....ewan!
tapos ung iba pang staff dun niloloko pa ako!nkk bad3p!kung di lng mga wantos eh...!mga biro nila di maganda eh..ngumingiti n lng ako pero sa 22o lng mdyo naluluha na ako pinipigil ko lng.kc....2ngkol nanaman sa luviluvs ang inaasar skin!yoko nun!kahit biro lng!naiinis ako...nkk tawa n lng ako dhl pag umiyak ako bka ano sbhn and besides mga d ko p nmn ka close ung iba.tska puro mga lalaki!mga tipong kunwari nanliligaw!pero biruan lng nila un.nkkasar!tapos my nakiusap lng skn na guy...ssbhn skn"nambobola lng yan ate,marami n yang pinaiyak"marami pa!nakakaasar.what a waste tlga!argggh!!!

LoVeWaN!

2007-10-14T03:20:00.000-07:00

bakit ganon?
nababalitaan ko n lng na may bola na si ganito minor de edad p lng
ano ba??? masarap b?malamng!haha!
ngunit di b nila naiisip na being a mother/father has a heavy responsibility??
tapos asawa mo d pa stable..!
kahit madiskarte,wala!
ano n lng mangyayari sa buhay naten nyan inday??
tapos magiging losyang ka lalo...
hayyy...do ko lubos maisip ang mga yaon...
sana di skn mangyari yon!haha!
kaya yung mmagaaply diyan!!!!
siguraduhin nyo lng na sumasahod na kayo ng
20k up
ahmm..bsta wag bababa sa 17k
"because according to the status of our economy,w/c is really
connected to the poverty rate of our country that
if you are living with 16k below only that means,you are in below poverty
because 16k is the poverty line..."
hala!nag ingles nnman si inday!
"..di ka naman demanding nyan monique?"
hayyy..yoko ng magsalita...
ewan ko b
sa simula lng naman masarap diba????
pero mahirap kaya...
diba inay???itay????

shernica

2007-09-18T12:39:00.000-07:00

very annoying!inaasar ako ng mga classmate ko sa crush ko same kami namumula habang inaasar nila kami!!!!!nagkakahiyaan n kami....sa x-tine kc eh!!!!!name pala nya ay sherwin soriano,tahimik xa,matalino,disiplinado....anak b naman ng titser???hiyang-hiya tlga ako!!!!halos ayaw ko n tuloy tumingin sknya...pero todo kilig huh!pero...nkkhiya p rin noh!then,nag imbento sila ng name sa klase as love team "SHERNICA"???!!pinagsamang sherwin at monica...argghh!!!!!annoying tlga!sana isaayos nila noh??private....they should gve me a privacy...kala ko mppgtiwalaan ung frnd kong un!kulit!

.........Im just missing you! ;(

2007-08-17T00:18:00.000-07:00

How long do i keep this love for you
How long do i endure this pain that i feel inside
I guess,as long as you're in my mind
I admire you since I was in 1st yr.high school
I always stared at you
But you don't recognize
I disguised
Just to talk with you
But still,you don't know me
I remember the day's
When i was starring at you
While you're playing basketball
In the court of our school
The day's when my classmates teased me
Because of you
I hope someone could shatter
the glass
that isolates me from from you
Now that you're gone
You already leave the alma matter
Well,until now im thinking of you
and missing you
I can no more see you
I can no more hear you But i can still love you

UPCAT!!!!!

2007-08-04T20:11:00.000-07:00

PLACE:college of engineering,UP diliman Q.C

Suck!the exam was... 80% difficult..somehow there is tagalog!haha!the math was really difiicult!I was always running out of time!I didn't answer the last which is abstract reasoning the easy one!coz there was no mins.left for me to answer it!really annoying!@3$%!Everytime the protoc wrote the time left.i was uneasy answering the subtest.I always felt nervous,my sweat was cold...I will never forget this day!especialy the time that i was in a hurry to finish the exam and to reach in a right time!Look,the language proficiency is 60 items,then I was still in no.30?if im not mistaken??then there were only 20 mins.left for me to answer the no.31-60!!!!panu b nmn kc...inaassure ko tlga ung answer...(woohhh..may pa assure2x k p mali rin nmn un.....)instead of concentrating on the subtest I always looked on the time if how many mins.left i could still spent.Then before we begun to answer the math,I heard my seatmate"Yes!math na!"maybe he's favorite subject is math.I felt envious huhu I told myself"buti pa cya 2wang-2wa pag math na,ako inis na inis!maybe he will pass... :("Then while i was walking to went home, I heard a group of students beside me..."Grabe!naka 3 scratch paper ako s math!"maybe,mening to say that student is a mathematician!smart in math!I felt envy again.i felt envy to them because im not good in math!!!wahh!im not smart!im dumb!!!
Im not hoping that i will pass the UPCAT..u know,I want to laugh in the midst of the crowd..because some of students are tall and big....yet their parents are still there to support them!ver supportive cla grabe!"anak don't forget to eat ur snack huh..." "eto towel para pag pinawisan ka..." "how's the exam?"
bwahahaha.....wahahahahah!ang sarap tlga tumawa!pinipigil ko n nga tawa ko nun eh...hayyy...wahahahaha!(insane!)

aug.3,2007 friday night

2007-08-03T19:46:00.000-07:00

This is the moment that we've been waiting for a long..long time.Tomorrow is UPCAT na..I feel nervous.I always treat myself as a dumb!idiot!UP is a well-known university.Most of the UP students are intelligent!They are deserving....I don't belong to them.My parent's really insist me to study in UP.They're hoping that i will pass!i am dumb in math how much more in taking the UPCAT!!!!!!Im te only child that's y i understand them,they always push me even i can't make it.I always cry...Yes, I don't look in the bright side of the world!I know myself..I know where i belong..I guess,it' a miracle if i pass!I have nothing to do it's already here...all i have to do is trust in God..i should not believe in myself...Why do i always think negative ba?instead of thinking positive.But parang na va-vibes ko n ang outcome o resulta ng grade ko...

LETTER FOR MY DEAREST PARENT'S:
Pa,Ma,Im really sorry I can't make this....i can't ....I know i can't pass...I know myself...You will only get hurt in the end.How well do you know you're daugter??Pls.don't push me,i might fall...

I know it's very dramatic!but it's the truth..They don't know if im alright..I just always agree lng nmn eh..I always pretend....I always hide my feeling even they are my parent's.Yes,my parents are funny...friendly,approachable,but they are vigorous to me..ofcourse im the only one..unica ija"..I should respect them..agree lng ng agree.....or else,they will scold me and keep on nagging nanaman c mom.

family affairs

2007-07-26T00:58:00.000-07:00

my parents has a high expectations to me....kanina umagang umaga pinagalitan ako pagkagising sabi..."malapit na entrance exam mo!di ka manlang nag rereview..."nu ba???take it easy mum...putek!lalo akong na pe-pressure pag ganon...cge po kau d ako mag rereview...takteng calculus!bahala na sa trigo!puteeeeehhhhk na math!hirap mging isang anak.kaw lagi...they said ganda daw ng nagiisang anak?no!sunod sa layaw?no!di po ako ganon.hayyy..ewan!!!!!!!!!my load are heavy for a student who has an extra activities pa s labas.But its okay....basta ba may rock song....yan lng nmn pampa kalma ko pag na pe-pressure n ako at na tetense at nababaliw n!bwahahahahah!tawa lng!rakenrol!I don't mind those &%$##@!

I'm So Sick

I will break into your thoughts
With what's written on my heart
I will break, break

I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

If you want more of this
We can push out, sell out, die out
So you'll shut up
And stay sleeping
With my screaming in your itching ears

I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

Hear it, I'm screaming it
You're heeding to it now
Hear it, I'm screaming it
You tremble at this sound

You sink into my clothes
This invasion makes me feel
Worthless, hopeless, sick

I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so, I'm so sick

I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so (I'm so)
I'm so sick (I'm so sick)
I'm so (I'm so)
I'm so sick (I'm so sick)

july 22,2007 3G!!!at world trade center

2007-07-24T04:56:00.000-07:00

3rd yr.anniversary ng UNTV.The event was successfully done.Lahat free..free medical services,legal services...may job-far p.tsaka may concert pa!I was happy bcoz i have met a sort of people again...new people,new friends and new ate and kuya from other places cla ate jam,ate hnnybelle,ate tinay,kuya quimell,kuya ace,kuya jimmy and may dalwa pa.They help me to sell the items n our booth w/c is sports37.They are cool and funny!kala ko di ko makakasundo cla ate jam nd ate hnybelle cla kc ung unang dimating pra 2mulong pero mis ko n cla....kakaasar nga lng c kuya quimuell,lakas mang asar!lakas mang alaska!wahhh!!!!lalo na't nung inaasar nya ako s isang staff ng sports37.Tska u know kaasar tlga kc gani2 un eh..nag ki-cleansing diet ako I ate a lot of fruits and vegetables,rice ko halos kalahati n nga kamao ko(note:Im health conscious not body conscious,magkaiba po un huh..)So un,then..aba!na jejevs ako!!!ang haba p naman ng line sa comrt room!gosh!tpos nung uwian na lam nyo ba c kuya quimuell??asarin b ako na"najejevz n c monica!!"cnicgaw p tlga!grrrr!asar talo tlga ako ky kuya!lumabas tlga pagka childish ko nung inumpisahan nya akong asarin 2ngkol dun s pag-ibig weakness ko un eh..ngging childish ako.Si ate jam kasundo ko nung mga tym n graveh!isa rin kc xa!bwahahaha!!!!c ate hnybelle cute tlga!
Uy!just want 2 share lng 2 ol fanatic ng callalily...wahh!c kean!ung vocalist ng callalily!cnundan ko cla palabas ng WTC tpos i called him.."Kean!" lumingon xa!di ko akaling lilingin xa!nagmamadali xa nung tym n un with his body guards b un?pagka lingon nya skin tumingin cya,ngumiti cya and kumaway SA AKIN!note:sa akin lng!dhl konti lng mga tao nun sa exit sa likod and cnundan ko cla dun din kc kminkapwes2 mga ksama ko.Sabi ng isa kong kasama"parang close kau huh!"oo nga naman,ksi tlgang....hayyyy...!kahit n nagmamadali xa nun ang dali nyang nakuha ang attention ko!lumingon tlga xa sken!!!sayang d ako nagpa pic2re..la ako dalang camera nun eh..huhu.....KEAN!!!!

8th annual division choir competition

2007-07-09T00:03:00.000-07:00

eto po kaming mga choir....masayng nagpapapicture!hehe.....

wahhh!!!ang saya grabe!!!champion kami(loc.choir ng vet.&capitol choir)bale,sa NMS aawit ulit kami representative ng metro manila sa kktk loc.choir t.awit category....tapos 1st place sa hymnario category,worth it tlga!pagod,puyat,pagtitiis ng d pagkain ng mga sweet's...d paginom ng malamig na tubig.....wahhhh..oopss!di pa pala tapos!may NMS pa pala sa music summit....im sure pagbbgyan nmn mi ng precdent namin na makainom ng malamig at kumain ng mga sweet's......slmt tlga kay God!
kala ko tlga wala kaming makukuha...sa hymnario category kasi..hala...i admit,nag german ako dun sa sobranf tense kasi at sobrang bilis ng nabunot na numero nakakalimutan ko mga lyrics...hala,dinaan ko na nga lang sa facial expression but deep inside.."hala!ano nga bang susunod dun?????gosh!okay take it easy.....ngiti lng monica....make sure na ung labi mo eh,tugma sa letrang inaawit ng mga kasama mo huh.."haha...kainis tlga ako..pero buti n lng nasa 2nd line ako..at matatangkad mga nasa harap ko.....tapat ko pa talaga ung spot light!pero buti n lng,dhl mttngkad mga nsa harap ko..mdyo nagtatago ako hehe....tapos sa t.awit category.....dapat daw hindi espiri 2 maipalabas namin kundi "espiri9"sabi ng assign.worker namin hehe....hayyy....

uy..eto na mga picture...

yan kami..mga alto..nados"hehe....

eto naman...uwian tym nah.. mali pa ata yung date??????!!!july 9,2007 po 2 nangyari mga kababayan ko huh...ako yung nakatalikod dyan ung may bag na blue tapos wyt sa gilid......yung nka black ng jacket ok.

ei!!!katuwaan na ito..para nmn akong @#$% di malaman ung mukha ko dito huh....???ano b????am i calling by tha nature dito???d nmn ata......katabi ko ung singkit n un....hehe

salamat sa Dios!To God be the glory!always!salamt sa suporta din ng mga kbbyan namin hehe....sa mga tickets..watsoever....

july 4,07

2007-07-04T23:56:00.000-07:00

tinext ako ni kuya Ry mag research dw ako ng scuba trivia.....mygudnez!almost 3 hrs.ako nag rsearch coz i accidentally erase the 1st document that I've did.It's already done na eh then.....burado!shunga-shunga ako!kaya nag I started again from the start.....and the second one was not really good....malamang palpak nnmn ung nireport kong un......nu b???d kaya kalooban n masend ung una kong gnawa???hmmm....ang sabihin mo lng monica...tatanga-tanga kah!!!!!!@#$%! naiinis tlga ako!laki 2loy ng nagastos kong pera!ampfnez tlgah!!!!kk bad3p!!!!!!!!dami ko p dpat byaran.....spot's,registration s choir competition,uni4rm s GCO para sa upcoming event w/c is 3G,whatelse,,,????nd wala p akong nbbyran ni isa.....wata @#$%! feeling ko s sarili ko im vain!ganda ng buhay ko,maraming salamat!I appreciate it!

music

2007-07-04T22:36:00.001-07:00

music

PARAISO

2007-07-04T00:38:00.000-07:00

PARAISO

Return to a land called paraiso
A place where a dying river ends
No birds dare fly over paraiso
No space allows them to endure
The smoke that screens the air
The grass that's never there

Refrain 1:
And if I could see a single bird
What a joy!
I try to write some words and create
A simple song to be heard by the rest of the
world

II.
I live in a land called paraiso
In a house made of cardboard floors and walls
I learned to be free in paraiso
Free to claim anything I see
Matching rags for my clothes
Plastic bags for the colds

Refrain 2:
And if empty cans were all I have
What a joy!
I never fight to take someone else's coins
and live with fear like the rest of the boys

Chorus:
Paraiso, help me make a stand
Paraiso, take me by the hand
Paraiso, make the world understand
That if I could see a single bird
What a joy!
This tired and hungry land could expect
Some truth and hope and respect
From the rest of the world

Repeat Refrain 2
Repeat Chorus

I really like this song pero ung kumakanta ayawko,gusto kong kumnta nito either NC or MMC o kaya MADZ...

rockz

2007-07-03T05:45:00.001-07:00

rock on

july 2,07

2007-07-02T02:46:00.000-07:00

wahhhh!bangag nako lagi.....sa skul nakakatulog ako minsan,parang napapabayaan ko n studies ko coz of many activities inside...bata p po ako para maguluhan sa haybu.....wala akong oras magpahinga,pag nag pahinga ako sira na mga dpat kong gawin.....pero kailangan ng tao ang pahinga....halos natutulog ko n lng mga 4 or 5 hrs.this past weeks...dahil pagdating ko sa bahay ginagawa ko mga project's ko and assignments,report's....tpos advance review pa!!!!!pero mnsan nkklimutan ko nang mag review!!!!!!huhu......ako lng po ang unica ija....dpt akong mg-aral ng mabuti.....monica...kaya mo yan...d ko alam kung babagsak ako sa buhay..pag-aaral watsoevr!yes im so sick!di po ako nag ko-complain huh..hehe...natutuwa nga po ako eh...ang saya!rakenrol!slmt!huhu.....naiiyak n tlga ako mnsan..ewn ko bka dala lng ito ng emosyon ko....

june 27,07

2007-06-27T06:18:00.000-07:00

We will have a last overnight practice tonight for the coming division choir competition.ate irish texted us.."ung may mga SAKIT,PASOK....blabla....nakakaya ng ng iba kayo p kea...blablabla...."tlgang nka capital letters un huuh..hehe...di nmn xa namimilit pero the way he text...parang ganun n rin...hehe..hayyy...di ko alam...di kc ako pinapayagan ng papa ko..msyadong strikto papa ko,kala nyo b mnsan palabiro papa ko?kung gano kagaling magpatawa erpat ko,ganun din ka sobrang strik2 papa ko saakin..ako lng kc nagiisang anak,naiintindihan ko un,...he don't allow me to join in overnyt prctces mula nung pasukan....dpt mag concebtrate me s pagaaral ko....mama ko nmn pumapayag pero sa loob ayaw galit nga eh...mga familiar lines nya.."bahala ka!magpraktis ka!" pinayagan nga ako,galit nmn...di bukal sa kalooban... pag nagpaalam nmn ako s choir pumayag nga pero tlgang kinokonsensya ka eh....hehe..hayyy..nakakatawa...parehas nmn clang tama....wala akong kinaiinisan.....kung baga sa mga tga labas malakas mambara...pero dito...mga malalalim n salita ang sa2bihin sayo pero parang ganon n rin un...hehe...haaaayyyyy....ewan....mahal ko kayong lahat natutuwa ako dahil may mga tao akong nakilala tulad nyo..napaka swerte ko....nahihiya n tlga ako s choir minsa....pasensya na kau mga ksma....kung cno man ang makabasa nito....

2007-06-24T22:59:00.000-07:00

nahihiya na ako sa choir......

school

2007-06-24T22:54:00.000-07:00

aba!may panibagong knowledge nanaman akong natutunan....ang mga gold,diamond's ay nakikita lang pala sa loob ng bato!akalain m un?nagpapakanda hirap pa ung iba na mag mina...hehe..biyakin m lng ung bato andun lng pala ung mga kayamanan.....hmm....monica mukhang napakadali mag biyak na bato....sa isang museum kc pinakita ang diamond na nakadikit sa bato.....di tlga buo ang bato pero pinapakita lang doon na mahahanap mo tlga cla sa loob ng bato!

june 25,07

2007-06-24T22:45:00.000-07:00

Nahihiya na talaga ako sa UNTV kasi feeling ko tlga ang papanget ng mga na reresearch ko..and di mganda in short in short,di mgnda trabaho ko....palpak lam ko namang napipilitan lng silang umoo sa mga ginawa ko I mean ok.lng daw sa kanila????di ako naniniwala lalo n kay b.Ivan....nahihiya tlga ako.....huhu...

stolen-dashboard confessional

2007-06-24T22:38:00.000-07:00

I really like this song!I like this band also!rocks!

UP diliman Q.C

2007-06-22T01:54:00.000-07:00

I was really hungry nah...after my class,dumeretso ako ng UP to apply!my parents insist me to study in UP...but I don't like!yes I like..but!I believe that i will not pass!I know already that i can't pass..!!!!coz im a failure..........trigo p lng im sure bagsak na ako nyan dumb po ako s math!excuse me...oo na...inuunahan ko n sarili ko even if i im not trying it yet.lam ko n un...naiinis tlga ako s math ever since tlga...!even i tried to understand all the topics that we have discussed in math, ganon p rin!tagtag na brain ko huh!I told my parents that if they want me to study in UP i want to have my tutorial class bsta may mag tuturo skn b4 i take.stock knowledge?#@$%! wala! puro basics lng!ni algebra nga di ko maperfect...sana english n lng...but math is im4tant also eh!putik tlga!I met many students who have tried to take an exam in UP 89 n mga ave.nila nung H.S ah...basta matataas pero bagsak cla...matatalino n yun halos...but..un nga..they didn't passed.My parents kc...their expectations are really high..unica ija kc ako eh...ako nga lng nmn ang inaasahan...well,maybe next week God willing I will try in other school naman..I admit pinanghihinaan agad ako ng loob pagdating s usaping 'exam" ang 1st choice ko broadcast communication,2nd choice ko nmn linguistic 3rd choice nmn creative writing bsta puro english...coz i really love english even english don't like me hehe...bsta...pagdasal nyo n lng po ako..

untv

2007-06-20T05:59:00.000-07:00

kinuha akong researcher sa untv n kuya ryan sa sports 37 nung...bsta last week nung may di ko lng na-update d2 s blog ko bc...yokong tawagin na tito c kuya ryan although ka mag-anak ko xa..bka kc sbhn ng iba purket sikat c kuya ryan ganito ako...yoko nun i'd rather to be his alalay na lang...tska isa pa maxado pang bata c kuya ry para twgin kong tito...tska kaka-meet lng namin nung sports activity ng M.M sa marikina sports complex..ung t2 ko kc na isa n special child..hmm..ahmm nanuod kc kmi nun ng untc olweiz nmn pag umaga..nakita nya tas nakita rin ng iba naming relatives..pumunta kc dti s bcol c kuya eh nilalaro nya ung t2 kong special child tpos un nakilala nila kala nila di lng ABS-CBN lumalabas c kuya pati rin pala s UNTV nung una di ako naniwala,impocble...then,nagkataong scorer ako nung naglalaro cla ng basketball dun nga sa activity n cnsbi ko..tas un..tinanong ko kung pumupunta cla sa bicol sorsogon at kila2 nila cla ganito...
Well,being a researchr..nahihiya ako kasi muka kasing hindi maganda ung mga nagagawa ko...tska sa ibang staff pa na pinagbibigyan ko ng info's tulad nila b.ivan and s.cat M. nahi2ya tlga ako....di nmn xa mahirap ac2ly kinakabahan lng ako sa pag tataglish kasi sbi skn dati n kuya ry bka meron dw akong malagay n panget na word bsta...colloquial words,bsta mga ganon...okay nmn ako sa sched.pang umaga nmn ako..

P.E

2007-06-20T05:49:00.000-07:00

i was really tired kanina sa P.E namin..we ran along the quadrangle...then,nag leg lifting kmi bsat puro leg to measure the abdominal strength daw!hay!nakaka15above lng ako!buti nga di ako naka 0 eh!napapasigaw ako ng di oras!sbi nila thmik ako sa school putek!pag P.E napa2cgaw tlga ako lalo na pag mahirap pinapagawa sa amin...haaaayyyy...

buti na lang naka perfect ako sa physics kanina,,hmm..una p lng yan monica!!!may halong math din yan!!!!speaking of math ung trigo!!!wahh!!!yoko na!simula p lng yan huh monica!how much more kung nasa kalagitnaan n kayo ng quarter...mga tipong 3rd quarter na??4th???bwahahahaha!!!!si colloqio,venus na clasmate ko ridiculous!radam na name nya!haha!galing kasi ni radam sa math lague xa tinatawag ng teacher eh sbi ni venus"bkt di naman ako..and2 nmn ako.."(kahit na d alam ang sagot nitong venus na toh..hehe)bsta!alam to ng mga taga zamora/white

math

2007-06-19T04:20:00.001-07:00

bakit ba napaka hirap ng trigo????

ha????sabihin nyo nga..