UP diliman Q.C

I was really hungry nah...after my class,dumeretso ako ng UP to apply!my parents insist me to study in UP...but I don't like!yes I like..but!I believe that i will not pass!I know already that i can't pass..!!!!coz im a failure..........trigo p lng im sure bagsak na ako nyan dumb po ako s math!excuse me...oo na...inuunahan ko n sarili ko even if i im not trying it yet.lam ko n un...naiinis tlga ako s math ever since tlga...!even i tried to understand all the topics that we have discussed in math, ganon p rin!tagtag na brain ko huh!I told my parents that if they want me to study in UP i want to have my tutorial class bsta may mag tuturo skn b4 i take.stock knowledge?#@$%! wala! puro basics lng!ni algebra nga di ko maperfect...sana english n lng...but math is im4tant also eh!putik tlga!I met many students who have tried to take an exam in UP 89 n mga ave.nila nung H.S ah...basta matataas pero bagsak cla...matatalino n yun halos...but..un nga..they didn't passed.My parents kc...their expectations are really high..unica ija kc ako eh...ako nga lng nmn ang inaasahan...well,maybe next week God willing I will try in other school naman..I admit pinanghihinaan agad ako ng loob pagdating s usaping 'exam" ang 1st choice ko broadcast communication,2nd choice ko nmn linguistic 3rd choice nmn creative writing bsta puro english...coz i really love english even english don't like me hehe...bsta...pagdasal nyo n lng po ako..